My hangover is finally starting to go away. I spent the day just lying around the house. After a night like that, it’s understandable I wasn’t in the mood to leave my room. Even getting out of bed was a challenge. I still think of Lisa constantly. I talk to my friends all the time but I don’t think they fully understand how I felt for her. Their advice for me is to stop thinking about her and just move on. I can’t. If it was that simple I would have done it weeks ago. Im so confused. I hate her but at the same time I cannot get her out of my mind.